1. |
What's the Big Deal?
03:36
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Folks from my hometown said i should get a gun when i moved to my town
what's the big deal?
I don't trust the folks with the money. should i troll them online. i don't know
what's the big deal?
I feel like a fake, don't trust myself. how do i fix this? i don't know
what's the big deal?
i don't like my body or my sex drive. i am embarassed. i don't know
what's the big deal?
good job everyone
something went wrong
i don't know what i'm talking about
but i feel strongly
my body has wronged me
awake and i don't mean to be
full of existential dread
but that don't phase me
breathe like a motorcyle
talk like a meme feels
hug all your lovers and ask
what's the big deal?
there's something wrong with the government, no one trusts it or feels good these days
what's the big deal?
folks i know have died and damn i'm still alive oh god i dont know
what's the big deal?
what if i was young and could drop out of high school and hop trains
what's the big deal?
i clicked retweet on my insecurities from my teens
what's the big deal?
good job everyone
something went wrong
i don't know what i'm talking about
but i feel strongly
my body has wronged me
awake and i don't mean to be
full of existential dread
but that don't phase me
breathe like a motorcyle
talk like a meme feels
hug all your lovers and ask
what's the big deal?
sometimes i wonder if i had a car would i drive away prolly not i dunno
what's the big deal?
i love people but wow i feel anxious. i'll wait for you to call. i don't know
what's the big deal?
good job everyone
something went wrong
i don't know what i'm talking about
but i feel strongly
my body has wronged me
awake and i don't mean to be
full of existential dread
but that don't phase me
breathe like a motorcyle
talk like a meme feels
hug all your lovers and ask
what's the big deal?
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2. |
I Lost My Keys
02:03
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i wanna plant a building
i wanna build a garden
i wanna guard my feelings
i wanna feed the feeling that's been building
deep inside of me
i look around the building
i try to find the exit
i think about the future
then i forget
what i was thinking about
and i don't wanna feel like i want anything at all.
it's raining in the city,
it's sleeting in the suburbs
the weather always knows exactly
just what it's talking about.
i rented a bulldozer
and then i lost the keys
i guess i won't being doing too much.
not too much today.
and i don't wanna feel like i want anything at all.
i'm calling you on gmail.
i'm texting you on snapchat.
i tried to lose your number...
but it's still burned
into the streets they never paved.
oh well. okay.
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3. |
Noodleboy Lullaby
03:07
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are my noodles ready? will i ever know?
there's a big crane coming. do i have to go?
are my noodles ready? will i ever know?
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4. |
Bag of Rice
03:58
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here we go.
i've been thinking... i think i thought too much
but i've been feeling just like a bag of rice but
i've been thinking... i think i thought too much
but i've been feeling just like a bag of rice but
things move slow.
years, they go.
here we go.
i've been feeling like a big old bag of rice.
i guess it's not so bad.
i just don't move much.
feeling kinda sad,
but kinda comfortable...
i just don't move much
sitting on a chair
sitting on the floor
sitting anywhere
i just don't move much.
please don't go.
just so you know.
here we go. here we go.
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5. |
The Ego Song
01:46
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i think i feel my ego feeling like a feeling
feel no meaning meeting feelings i don't mean to give to anyone
with one word feeling stuck up on my upper lip i'm stuttering
my brain is stuck up on the feeling that it's not doing it's job.
there's my brain and ego. they are arguing.
i must apologize. i wasn't listening.
i feel like a jerk, feel like i dont care at all.
but i'm feeling bad so i must care a little bit.
and when i go home, i don't sleep good.
i've been having these dreams
that kinda freak me out.
i think that i was thinking 'bout the things that i forgot
and there's anything like anything like anything that i have said
that seems like understanding please be understanding
that i don't know about anything i said that doesn't confuse me.
my poor ego's bleeding and i'm thinking about where we go.
there's my brain and ego. they are arguing.
i must apologize. i wasn't listening.
i feel like a jerk, feel like i dont care at all.
but i'm feeling bad so i must care a little bit.
and when i go home, i don't sleep good.
i've been having these dreams
that kinda freak me out.
i think that i was thinking 'bout the things that i forgot
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6. |
The Water Song
01:58
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7. |
Nachos, Again
02:42
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nachos, again.
big time worrywart, thinking about the world.
but what about the feeling that i've got
deep in my tummy
staying up late and dreaming bout the bad stuff.
nachos, again.
nightly celebration of another day survived.
clicking on the websites that set the clock hands spinning
1 am 2 am 3 i am tired.
nachos, again.
nachos, again.
forgot about my money
forgot about my feelings
detaching from my body
swiftly crunching on the ennui
looking at the ceiling to see art in all the stainings
nachos, again.
keep it like a secret, i know the world is ending
twitter bots with hot takes melting all the ice caps
just to watch them crash down, crunching now
crunch down, melted cheese.
nachos, again.
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8. |
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it's warm out
(finally)
like a worm in a soup can i've been getting comfortable.
(oh sunshine)
roads without trees are in front of me
filling out the image with the things that
(i wanna see)
waves in the sky can be heat or the dreams
that you don't know that you have.
(oh sunshine)
alive and tired at the same time
trying to find peace in the slow moving things
(still slower)
i'm growing out my hair at the worst time every year
falling asleep in the shower trying to move slow
(oh well, though)
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