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October Naps

by Billy Mack Collector

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1.
There's nothing happening It's so quiet It should be peaceful But there's a stillness In the air That I find threatening I open up the window To try and air it out I hear some birds And some cars But they all sound very far In the distance Yeah, I've got neighbors But they're putting up trump signs So I don't say much When I see them I feel so lonely Even when I shouldn't I keep on cleaning Up the same messes Not the ones in my house But the ones in my head They keep repeating Oh well, oh well, oh well There's nothing happening
2.
Thinking Bad 04:02
I heard a sound to the south And I drove down to the gulf I stared out at the ocean As the sky looked like a anchor The clouds were getting heavy And the waves were getting ready To take away the houses That sat there like a burning wick On a firework underwater I'm thinking bad bad things I'm thinking bad bad things When the clouds had parted apart My mind snapped back to open And I spent the money I could spend On things that made me happy I got a bag of chips And a can of spoiled fizz I drank it like elixer And I coughed up all the fresh air I'm thinking bad bad things I'm thinking bad bad things There's a show on on the TV There's a album on the speakers There's a child screaming loudly There's a baseball flying at me There's a preacher on the TV There's a sinner in the hallway I've been eyeing up somebody And wishing that I wasn't me And the stimulation's growing And the simulation's slowing My hands are in my pockets Looking for some kind of trinket Or forgotten note folded Or a watch that I can unwind Until I stop the time So nobody gets older I'm thinking bad bad things I'm thinking bad bad things
3.
Under a Tree 02:58
If you let me I'd sit under a tree all day I'd watch the clouds come Then go away I'd sit under a tree all day If you let me I'd bring some food I'd bring some friends I'd eat some pizza I'd play some card games I'd bring my guitar I'd bring some snacks I'd write down words With crumbs all over my hands If you let me I'd sit under a tree all day I'd watch the clouds come Then go away I'd sit under a tree all day If you let me If there was a word That explained the feeling Id tell it to you But there isn't so I'm quiet Sitting, thinking Eating, drinking I've got no goals And I'm feeling good about it Yeah I'm feeling good about it And I'm feeling good about it Yeah I'm feeling good about it If you let me I'd sit under a tree all day I'd watch the clouds come Then go away I'd sit under a tree all day If you let me If you let me
4.
When I have to I do the dishes When I have to I clean the living When I have to I take a shower When I have to I remember to eat a salad When I'm done With all the things I have to do I'm not sure what happens But the clock resets And my batteries die And my mind fills up Like an hourglass timer, yeah And my mind fills up Like an hourglass timer every time When I have to I try to go to bed When I have to I call the doctor When I have to I face my inner demons When I have to I take a picture to remember When I'm done With all the things I have to do I'm not sure what happens But the clock resets And my batteries die And my mind fills up Like an hourglass timer, yeah And my mind fills up Like an hourglass timer every time When I'm done With all the things I have to do I'm not sure what happens But the clock resets And my batteries die And my mind fills up Like an hourglass timer, yeah And my mind fills up Like an hourglass timer every time
5.
Levity 03:58
I've been drinking coffee like it's medicine Taking anti-depressants like they're vitamins I feel okay most of the time But even when I don't I still survive Oh, Levity What have I done to me I used to pick up rocks and sticks Oh, well I actually still do this But with more anxiety and stress Do I seem together 'Cause I'm a mess Oh, Levity What have I done to me I've been thinking empty thoughts Like a skeleton You say that I'm like talking to gelatin When I'm in need You're a friend indeed You make me laugh and you always have a bag of Oh, Levity What have I done to me Oh, Levity What have I done to me Smiles and laugher than belie Those thoughts too morbid to deny So when the worst of it begins I lock the doors and shut me in Oh, Levity What have I done to me
6.
Coffee Song 03:14
It's the middle of the day And everything is quiet So I'll make some coffee So I'll make some coffee Everyone is asleep Except for me so I'll make some coffee So I'll make some coffee It's snowing outside And I can't decide What to do So I'll make some coffee So I'll make some coffee I've got bills I need to pay And things I've gotta clean So I'll make some coffee So I'll make some coffee I just drank a whole pot And my jaw is clenching up I still need some coffee I still need some coffee I've been tired for six years But just one cup is all I need I am gonna wake up I am gonna wake up I said "this cup will give me Strength and energy" So I made some coffee So I made some coffee But I still haven't done The things I need to do But I've got my coffee But I've got my coffee The days are flying by But I, I am standing still So I'll make some coffee So I'll make some coffee Some things will never be okay And some you will forget I'm just staring Out the window I'm just staring Out the window Just thinking snowy thoughts About things and friends that I have lost I'm Just drinking coffee I'm just drinking coffee I guess there comes an end To every single cup I will ever drink
7.
Sounds like a air raid siren Went off in an echo chamber A little train Drove down to the center Of a riot shaped like Off brand letters. There's a cult with a new flair, baby With an idea so subtle That a feather weighs more Than the truth in here.
8.
I heard a rumor that a rumor Isn't a rumor at all I heard my old best friend Got a job at the mall I heard my good ideas About how to live longer Will just prolong The ways I suffer Sounds like a big tree fell In the center of an empty highway The screech of melting tires Coming from the inside of my brain A riot shaped like an Off brand letter Took the minds and brains Of people that used to explain Ways that I could feel better And all natural now means All naturally wrong I heard a rumor that a rumor Isn't a rumor at all I heard my old best friend Got a job at the mall I heard my good ideas About how to live longer Will just prolong The ways I suffer I took a picture of a sign At the end of a driveway Misspelled and scrawled On the side of the highway I wanted to remember the Way that I felt When it was easier to laugh Than to be afraid I want to remember The way that it felt When it was easier to laugh Than to be afraid I heard a rumor that a rumor Isn't a rumor at all I heard my old beat friend Got a job at the mall I heard my good ideas About how to live longer Will just prolong The ways I suffer I heard a rumor that a rumor Isn't a rumor at all. I heard my old beat friend Got a job at the mall. I heard my good ideas About how to live longer Will just prolong The ways I suffer.
9.
Boat Ride 02:38
We're going somewhere new If we go by ourselves You will be sad and want to come So come with us We're going somewhere new We're going somewhere new If we go by ourselves You will be sad and want to come So come with us We're going somewhere new
10.
On a train Riding along Inside of my brain A memory finds its way To a place where it can stay It makes itself a home Settles down and then grows old It disintegrates and can change And it becomes difficult to explain A happy memory But a hug in the rain is sad A hug in the rain is sad Nostalgic for a hospital trip in Texas But dreading calling up your best friend Your best friend The brain is a shaken soda can Try to be careful or don't, whatever It doesn't really matter It doesn't really matter Open up your mind And it's bound to explode It's bound to explode Oh well, oh well, so what
11.
Somethings 01:58
The last time that we said goodbye I thought I would see you again The last time that I looked in your eyes I thought I would see you again The last time that I thought of your songs I thought I would see you again in But somethings you get wrong Somethings you forget But somethings you get wrong Somethings you forget

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released May 12, 2022

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